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bismillah.
alhamdullillah. with Allah's blessing and guidance, we turned 18th month yesterday. for a couple like us, we've gone through so much in a short period of time. whilst on the phone, we talked about our first meeting. and you said to me the things you never told me before. you trusted me from the first day. i am utterly thankful to God we lasted this long. 'cause we are both like volcanos, we erupt as and when we like. but, through it all, through the nasty arguments, through the teary nights, we made it thus far. insya allah, with Allah's blessing, i hope we would last much longer than this. i love you, danial siddiq, more than words could express. i am thankful i met you, you open my eyes to life. you taught me life and its hurdles. how to live life. you taught me how to love. you taught me hardships. you taught me more things that this once-snobbish girl ever knew. you allowed me to enter your life, never hiding a single bit of it. you love me with all your heart and soul. you became a pillar of strength, stronger than platinum. you became a confidente whom i confided every itty-bitty details of my miserable life. but never once have you complained. you were never afraid to scold me in public, reminding me to mind my actions or words. that made me human. that made me respect you. you said to me before, "Respect has to be earned, not given.". you earned mine since the day you stopped doing stupid things. you are more than a boyfriend to me, a bestfriend, a brother, an angel, a mentor. my everything. never once in my life have i pictured letting someone else in to rely on. until you walked into my life. you changed everything about me, not in a bad way. you made me more lady-like. you made me feel comfortable being myself. you gave me strength. you showed me the world. it is undeniably true, if i lost you, i will be nothing, just jane doe. i've wondered if i am too young to consider all this, but, i don't care. this is what my heart, my soul, my vital organs, my mind screams out for. yes, i know the risks that i am taking. i may end up crushing myself completely. but what is love with no risk? i leave it to the Al-Mighty. He would know what is best for his servant.